Its been years or maybe just months any day without you feels like eternity.
COURTNEY HILLIts been years or maybe just months any day without you feels like eternity.
COURTNEY HILLI haven’t cried in a while it feels like my tears have dried. But I miss you more than my eyes could ever cry.
COURTNEY HILLThe outer part of me so cold like an armor impenetrable. The words you throw at me ricochet and hit you in the heart.
COURTNEY HILLI will be more than I was yesterday, even if that means I can’t take you with me.
COURTNEY HILLAnd I’ll hug your words like they’re the last things I’ll ever hold.
COURTNEY HILLDo we always love more in retrospect? Do we always regret more moving forward?
COURTNEY HILLA smile made of promises and a heart made of broken chains. She was a beautiful contradiction.
COURTNEY HILLThere is nothing like the four walls of your arms wrapping around me when a storm is near.
COURTNEY HILLI traced the outlines of my heart and dumped out the contents. I laid them all in front of you and watched you walk away.
COURTNEY HILLI try my best to mean what I say. But it seems to be that my words are too big for my voice to speak.
COURTNEY HILLI hope happiness fills you until the shores that surround you overflow and wash away your pain.
COURTNEY HILLI want you to love me for me so that all my flaws stitch together and make me whole.
COURTNEY HILLI was damaged in your eyes you were damaged in mine. Funny how we found each other as all damaged people do.
COURTNEY HILLI feel everything to the bottom of its depth maybe its a gift, its probably a curse.
COURTNEY HILLI opened up to you like a butterfly in the spring but you rained on me and broke my wings.
COURTNEY HILLShe is a planet holding all of life, please take care of her. Her heart is your light.
COURTNEY HILL