I told myself – You’ve got this, Even though I don’t have it at all.
COURTNEY HILLI told myself – You’ve got this, Even though I don’t have it at all.
COURTNEY HILLOne day the waves will crash around me and take my soul to sea. For on that day death will surround me watching happily.
COURTNEY HILLI opened up to you like a butterfly in the spring but you rained on me and broke my wings.
COURTNEY HILLI haven’t cried in a while it feels like my tears have dried. But I miss you more than my eyes could ever cry.
COURTNEY HILLThere is nothing like the four walls of your arms wrapping around me when a storm is near.
COURTNEY HILLWords are so powerful treat them as weapons. You say you love someone expect a war.
COURTNEY HILLI try my best to mean what I say. But it seems to be that my words are too big for my voice to speak.
COURTNEY HILLI traced the outlines of my heart and dumped out the contents. I laid them all in front of you and watched you walk away.
COURTNEY HILLI got what I wanted then I threw it away why do I mess up the only things that want to stay.
COURTNEY HILLI still remember the first time I saw you, your aura radiated nostalgia of a time where I wanted something so much more than I wanted air.
COURTNEY HILLI love you in a way I’ve never been able to love or be loved.
COURTNEY HILLI was damaged in your eyes you were damaged in mine. Funny how we found each other as all damaged people do.
COURTNEY HILLyou treat me like I’m expendable why is it so easy to let me go?
COURTNEY HILLI bent for you until I broke, I wept for you until I woke, I cared for you but now I won’t.
COURTNEY HILLSometimes I sit and think about all of the things I’ve lost and I ask the universe why it takes good things from me.
COURTNEY HILLLike broken clocks we lost our time you moved on but left me behind.
COURTNEY HILL